Sitting at the beach with 3 friends.
Talking about our little ones who went home early.
There are 4 of us, we have lost 6 babies.
This morning i woke up - rubbed my eyes - & still couldn't erase the imaginings of what our day would have been like with those 6 extra children running around us. Splashing in the water - asking for grapes - watching the sand escape from clenched fist as the wind carries it away...
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Oh, the number of times I have wondered the same thing...
instant tears...sometimes it's a blessing not to be a deep thinker..lol sigh, Won't it be so grand when we CAN watch ALL our littles in heaven playing in the river of life?!
I always look at Gage as think...."that's what B would have been doing or that's how big he would be already."
I'm glad we have those little thoughts. They are like the memories we don't get to have.
Jen - that's very much how i see those little moments too. i love how you put that - little memories that we don't get to have. Lovely.
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